I thought Einstein appeared to be mentally retarded back then? was what I wrote back then. I realised that it is more likely to be intepreted as me having the opinion that Einstein's argument was rubbish. What I wanted to say was that most books have said that no one believed Einstein was a genius. If he was able to produce such a wonderful and amazing argument, how can anyone say he's mentally retarded? I hope that's clearer but it probably isn't. I need English lessons!!! ARGH!
Anyway, now that we are on religion, I wonder where I am. A bit of agnostism and a bit more of idealism and a bit of ???. Idealism isn't really a religious stand, I mean it's in all religion. That's why we believe. It's probably in every one of us anyway. At least when we were very very young and read those happily ever after stories.
I believe in the God that appear in Christian texts (like the bible). I believe in the existence of the other Gods although I don't know where to put them because I never really think about them. Sometimes I think they're all really good friends and sometimes I think they're one. Sometimes I think it's both.
I don't believe in Satan, the devil... at least not in the existence of an evil entity. Maybe the fallen angel who governs hell, which to me is a place for demons but for what reason their existence, I don't know. I believe everyone goes to heaven... although I secretly hope the really really bad ones go to hell. That's because I think guilt is the best punishment ever. That's idealism for you. I believe everyone is born more or less good but with weaknesses that are so easy to give into. That's the temptation we get lead to. I believe the temptation is created by us. I believe God will help us make things right and all the little trials we get are part of his plan to make us stronger people.
It's idealism that makes me not believe in the exorcism of Emily Rose. I suppose I just refuse to except that evil has that much power. I believe that God will protect all of us and will not subject us to something like possession by evil spirits. And also because I think it makes no sense. Why would Lucifer want to possess Emily in the first place? To make known that demons exist? Split the world into two over whether such evils really do exist? Oops... actually that does make sense... causing strifes like that, especially if they have something to do with beliefs will create a lot of trouble. But isn't Lucifer supposed to be proud? That's why he fell? Why would he go possess a body that has been possessed by so many? Poor Emily. Oh great, now I'm confusing myself. No. God is good, he wants to help us, he will protect us. Would God grant Lucifer that much power to do that? No. But if he did, it's all part of God's plan then and something good probably came out of it. Perhaps awareness and reassessments of beliefs.
Well, religion is a very sensitive issue. That's all I can say.
Today tonight was using my civics venue for Maths. And I found out that he knows wushu and he's good at it. Oh gooodness. I think I'm drooling. Haha, I think I'm a bit of a paedophile, but Tonight is so cool! He can sing and dance and do wushu and he's so smart and looks like the cute small boy type. Gosh, him and a mix of someone else (I shall not say who) and perhaps a bit of Shawn will make an extremely hot guy. I think Tonight will probably be the prom king for his year.
