total separation
Found this on Christina's blog.

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open it to page 161.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't search around and look for the coolest book you can find. Do what's actually next to you.

So happens that the book I picked didn't have a page 161. Haha, it was Sing to the Dawn by Minfong Ho. I haven't read the book for ages. I shall take the 5th sentence on page 61. 'He paused briefly, scowling.' Perfectly normal. I shall reread this book soon.

Common Test period is finally over. It doesn't make any much of a difference to me though. I just hope A levels will be over soon and I won't be so disappointed when my results come. I don't think I know what I'm doing anymore, or the purpose of everything I've done and chosen to do. I just hope I can make the most out of it. I'll definitely need to push myself a lot more harder.

I ran 6 rounds twice this week volunteerily. It was quite enjoyable to run in the morning when it's still dark. No stress and no pain and no fatigue. It's just so easy. I wonder why the actual 2.4 is worse. I guess it's just the stress. I'm afraid of failure. Sometimes I rather not try than fail. And sometimes I rather fail than try to succeed.

Went for the windsurfing course yesterday. I don't think I should be certified since I spent most of my time in the water. I don't know how my skin managed to darken. It was fun swimming though.

Why can't we split ourselves? I think it'll be quite fun if we can just separate the different aspect of our personality. I will have the more academically-inclined and athletic (if I even have that in me) part of me as one and the really nervous and foolish but still determined part of me as another. I think with the separation, the various traits will be amplified and my life might be easier! On one side I have talent to help me succeed and another I have willpower. Maybe I can split into 3, the really lucky part of me. And then there's fortune. I'll use the academic and athletic part for A levels and NAPFA, determination for Chinese AOs, and luck for GP and lottery and contests. Haha.

Watching Shao Nian Bao Qing Tian... Gongsun Ce is super hot!!!! Gongsun is such a cool family name... like Lim/lin. =) Compound chinese surnames are super cool. And Gongsun is so rare. I've never heard of that until today. Now I have Ouyang, Situ, Zhuge and Gongsun in my collection.

That's all for now... gotta go and write some chinese composition. And I haven't touched chinese for more than a year.

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