I'm writing my personal statement for UCAS right now. In the beginning I found it difficult to write because I had no direction. After writing 3 half-paragraphs in 2 hours I gave up. Now that I decided to look at samples and rewrite mine cos it's really unacceptable, I think it's starting to take shape nicely. And then I realised we're only allowed 4000 characters and not words. I have 900 characters to explain why I want an Engineering course and the weird Chemistry choice. And I don't know why myself.

I'm feeling a strong sense of deja vu as I'm typing this. I'm quite sure that I've been through this many many times before. I just don't know what I want with my life. It's just so easy to pretend that I love Science and Engineering because I do so well (relatively) without much effort (once again this is only relative too. Don't ask me relative to what. Me know no grammar or sentence structure. That's why me GP not doing well. =P) and I'm RELATIVELY interested I suppose. The very same degree of relativity as the rest of them. Einstein rocks. Soon I'm going to experience time dilation because studying is such a long and agonising experience. I remember explaining studying using Newton's 2nd Law. Haha, but I doubt I can use Einstein's laws of Relativity to explain studying. I don't even know them!

I think I lost my entire August 2004 blog archive. =( That really hurts. Anyway, I realised it's been nearly a year since I placed on the braces. And the changes are really remarkable. At least my canines are less sharp and scary looking. I always thought I was a half-vampire of something. Haha...

oh dear. I haven't finished my personal statement, nor have I finished this entry... shall continue again one day.

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