I seem to have went on a terribly long semi-hiatus last year to study for promos. Strange isn't it that I'm not putting in any effort to studying for prelims even though the grades will count for my UCAS application. It's the I don't care syndrome that was around since the beginning of the year. Part of me hates that attitude. The other part just doesn't care. It's not that I lost motivation. It's just that the motivation is not strong enough. I hope it's not a subconscious effort to fight the 'effects of aging'. Much as I hate growing up and change, such things are inevitable. Then again, this could be a general 'Heck care' phase that some people will go through.
I don't think any of the exams went well for me. Save Chemistry. It's the closest to Potions and Magic anyway. I mean GP issues are fun to discuss although I get 'weirded out' after a while and Maths is just fun while Physics can be fascinating once in a while because it seems to explain EVERYTHING once you understand but Chemistry is... actually I don't know. I'm not really that passionate about Chemistry either. I'm not passionate about anything. I just like sitting in my comfort zone slacking.
One of the jobs I know I'll be happy doing (if we forget about the need to feed ourselves) is to sit and think about story plots and telling them through many different medium(s?): manga, drama serials, books, films... but this is the kind of thing anybody can do. We're all blessed with imagination (a good thing) and it gives us hopes and ideals (a very good thing). I won't be able to find employment at this rate. And I'm starting to talk incoherently. As usual.
I really am not making sense. Hahahaha. I think I'll do the random statement first.
Random Statement 8
"If you love dancing so much you will not stop to ask me for the golden ruler."
Hopefully within the next 24 hours I can buck up and really mug for Physics. I wonder if the rest of the world suffers from the same syndrome... if they did we'll all be doomed. Unless we actually had this since the beginning of time.
Passion... I need to find something to pour all my heart and soul in... not making money because that's what everybody love to do. I shall try to see how much I love Electromagnetic Induction. Mmmm, it's exciting how the magnitude of induced emf is directly proportional to the rate of change of flux-linkage!!!! =DDD
I want to watch Mirrormask! I went to the new Bishan Community Library on Sunday and the books there are all old new books (books written a while ago but bought recently and still in terrific condition) although I think they cheated a bit by purchasing the same books. But those are the books people like to borrow. I borrowed the Mirrormask illustrated film script thing that I keep seeing at Popular and it was really wonderful. I love the story but the real reason why I want to watch Mirrormask is because the actress is rather pretty. Anyway, the concept of the library is interesting and really useful for students because floor is all carpeted and there are little corners for people to hide themselves in and have secret discussions.
I need to keep track of the books I want to read... I keep seeing some interesting books at popular and I try my best to remember the author and title but I can never recall. I think I'll buy the Dreamers, such happy happy books. And Veltan is =). Haha I'm really crazy. Too bad I can't stay crazy like this forever. You are most happy when you are crazy aren't you?
I'm looking forward to the 25th September because all exams will be over and ... never mind. If you can figure out what I was going to say, you should really take psychology.
This is a strange crazy entry.
