Valen and upset little girls
Okay, I'll admit it. These past few days I've been upset, angry, crazy and even jealous of an ex-eye candy which made me even more frustrated because he and the rest of the world are probably facing problems that are far worse and I'm just being petty here. And possibly a nutcase. It's all because of the stupid extract from one of the GP books about teenagers being obsessed with themselves. And my prelim results. And of course my small, narrow, shallow, completely lacking depth, miserly, mean spirited mind/heart/brain. Welcome to the world of a silly nasty girl.

But it's quite an interesting article, and it's really applicable for me. That's why it affected me so much. Quoting the text: "What such people (who say that they don't know who they are) really mean is that they are not satisfied with who they are." Nearly there, but I can give myself the benefit of the doubt. Continuing "They feel themselves to be timid and colourless or to be in some way or other fault-ridden, but they haev soaked up enough advertising and enough catch-penny ideas of self-improvement to believe in universal Inner Wonderfulness" Now THAT was painful. So we face identity crises because we somehow think deep down inside we are special and perfect but currently we don't know why we are so terrific so we claim we don't know ourselves in hope to discover all the wonderful bits about us.

Actually... isn't that what it's all about?

So I've got myself worked over something that I figured out a long time ago?

Strange.

Still, there are other reasons to be upset about. Like how enjoyable it is to be sad.

Just kidding.

It's super annoying to be jealous of someone. You feel like punching the person's face and slapping your own face because of all the negative feelings. It's time to generate positive feelings... I'm sure it won't be that hard. LOL I'm seriously a nutcase.

Thanks to all who realised that there's something wrong with me. I know it's uncomfortable putting up with a crazy upset girl who's not in the mood.

Anyway, this is nice. I'm going to try my best to draw something during the long break. I don't really have a story though seeing that the story I tried to adapt has became so complicated although quite enjoyable because *ramblings* (Valen is so HOT!!! Haha but it's really strange having modern futuristic society managed by a government and the royal family. Valen is crowned prince but the royal family doesn't really have much say. In fact the government doesn't have much say either. The people have all the say. And Valen doesn't like that. He prefers autocracy. So he's trying to restore power to the royal family. It's crazy. But Valen is young with long hair and very eccentric and cold and evil) *end of ramblings*

Random Statement 10
"I am a magician who can turn flat paper/polymer sheets to the items I desire. I do this by giving money to the cashier behind the counter in exchange for my purchases"

That's all for now... oh dear... I don't think I have time for blog visiting... =S

posted by Yi Jun @ 11:40 pm. tag/comment?


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