short update for now
I am absolutely scared out of my wits. Thankfully I have a week to gather them back and be brave. I have to or I'll just kill myself again and again. It sure sounds scary. I hope it's more of a game than an actual virtual reality simulation. I think I'm really scaring myself though I have to admit that a proper virtual reality thing is a more accurate tool than personality and IQ tests. Oh well, whatever it is, I will prevail since I'm good (or so I believe). Don't ask good in what sense. I'll just tell you I'm good in every possible way.

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That's right, being thick-skinned and having lots of gumption is the way to go. I just hope I can stay calm and collected at the same time while appearing 'artful' and cool. That's the image I would like to portray and that's what I like to think I am like. Obviously whether I am like that is a completely different question.

Moving on, the dream I had on Saturday night/Sunday morning! It is definitely one of the best dreams I have ever had. I do not remember the plot though only that it started off as some kind of strange horror/mystery movie where some strange women die one after another. They were all murdered this insane man who is trying to gain power and wealth. I think there were a few times he killed for passion? But he liked this girl Isa (extremely pretty brunette!!!) and I cannot remember what happened. But one of my children Xuan Wu had a strange part to play in the story. He seems to be manipulating the actions of all the character to get his way (again to gain power... but a different kind of power that my favourite demi-god needs) while trying to solve the mystery and protecting everyone? It's confusing really but such a wonderful enjoyable dream. I love such dreams!

If you're feeling down, sad, scared, angry, depressed and all other negative feelings, everything is going to be okay! Why? Because.

I think that's going to be my random statement because I have no time to think of anything else.

Random Statement 20
"Why? Because"

posted by Yi Jun @ 8:34 pm. tag/comment?


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March! =D - Sunday, Mar. 01, 2009
7 deadly muffins - Thursday, Feb. 05, 2009
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