And of course some days you wish that he's here. but deep down inside you know very well that He's always around and that's all that matter. the cold, the boredom, the jadedness is only but a passing dream.

I know I promised happy entries but it's hard to be happy when you have to study for an exam that you have no idea how to study for. I'm just not made for humanities. Or music. Or work in general.

Then again, I have no idea what I'm made for. If I were given all the time in the world, I won't know what to do with it. Probably snuggle in my bed and not think of anything.

It should be a crime to be given gifts and not use them. oh wait, I think it is one. I've just been lucky to have given many chances time and again to correct this.

what am i thinking???

Ham & Cheese muffins.

......

I think I've been toying with the idea for too long. But I can't bring myself to try it out.

I think I've been on my own for too long. But I'm really thankful for my housemates and coursemates and schoolmates and friends. They made my time here unforgettable. A few years ago, I would never have seen myself in a foreign land, away from my family. I probably would have thought I'd died. LOL

but I digress.

I have really digressed.

I SHOULD BE STUDYING ABOUT SHOSTAKOVICH AND HAYDN AND NOT BLOGGING ALL THIS RUBBISH.

and not secretly reading the blog of a rather narcissistic guy and laughing my head off. I'm glad that there are such entertaining people around. and maybe they do deserve to think that highly of themselves because doing so brings random joy to random people.

Random Statement 45
"People always preach moderation but if balance was so easily achieved, we wouldn't fall and therefore wouldn't be able to pick ourselves up from the falls"